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Weekly Card – Temperance

Temperance aloneTemperance from the Victorian Romantic Tarot 2nd edition from Baba Studio is our card this week. This deck is exquisite, with many beautiful cards, but this one is transcendent.

Temperance is precisely that, in the sense of moderation, not total abstinence. It speaks to us of keeping things in balance in our lives, avoiding overindulging in food, drink, even the need to remain faithful to a sexual partner. It’s combining opposites, symbolized by the two different goblets held by the angel, one silver, one gold. One for the subconscious and one for the conscious, a blending of the spiritual and material worlds. In order to be at peace with ourselves we have to come to terms with our dual natures as both physical and spiritual beings. Easier said than done. Some try to eschew the physical and focus solely on their spiritual lives, giving up most interaction with the world, and denying themselves any sort of physical pleasure. Others do the opposite, denying their spiritual sides in pursuit of a hedonistic life.

Most of us fall somewhere in the middle.

Temperance is the alchemical blending of opposites, refining and distilling them. The blending of fire and water. Temperance is the synthesis of the Empress and Emperor who have sacrificed their egos and joined into one being. When we let go of our egos we can transform ourselves.

Wishing  you a week of peace, healing, and transformation.


Posted in random thoughts, Vampires, writing

Enter the Daimon

Inspired by Submerina’s latest post on her interactions with and search for her daimon, I decided to do some digging into what this daimon was all about. Now lest you think this is the latest New Age crackpot rage du jour, let’s hear from Socrates about his own daimon:

“The favor of the gods,” said Socrates, “has given me a marvelous gift, which has never left me since my childhood. It is a voice which, when it makes itself heard, deters me from what I am about to do and never urges me on.” He spoke familiarly of this daimon, joked about it and obeyed blindly the indications it gave.

So what, you may be asking (as well you should), exactly is a daimon? Glad you asked, friend. According to the Encyclopedia Mythica it is the Greek derivative of the word ‘demon’, but it connotes one “replete with knowledge.” The term translates as “divine power,” “fate,” or “god.” Daimons (from the Greek (δαίμων (daimôn))were considered to be lesser deities, minor gods. And they had knowledge. Of lots of things. Before you panic, we’re not talking hideous malformed hell-beasts bent on your eternal destruction. At least not all of them. In fact, Plato believed these were entities that attached themselves to us at our birth, something like the Christian idea of a guardian angel. I know my very Catholic aunt espoused a strong belief in hers, even knowing its name. According to her, all you have to do is ask and they’ll tell you. I’d have to dig up her letter to remember what she said her angel’s name is. But anyway…

In my research for my vampire novel, I’ve been digging into some relatively heavy-duty esoteric tomes, and drawing on A.E. Waite‘s “The Book of Black Magic” (among others) which devotes a chapter to naming some of the demons conjured in magickal rites. Some are more capricious than others, but some are quite helpful. For instance:

Vassago, a mighty prince, of the nature of Agares, who declares things past, present and future, and discovers what has been lost or hidden. He is good by nature.

Unsurprisingly, Vassago is often invoked by adepts of ‘white magic’ and for divination operations in particular. Others are not so benign. But one thing most have in common is that they impart some kind of knowledge, whether of astronomy, herbs, stones, liberal sciences, languages. Some have the power to kindle love between men and women, cause your enemies to love you, make someone invisible. Others are known liars and not to be trusted.

So I poked around the Alchemy Lab site some more (a word of caution about the site. It doesn’t lead you in any logical fashion from one page to the next, and that spinning cube of space on the home page might be a little nausea-inducing if you’re sensitive to that sort of thing), and found this nifty little quiz, and who can resist these things? My final score was 26 (-7 solar). This bit from the results leapt out at me:

At this moment in your transformation, you are experiencing a flood of images and feelings that have their origin in your own subconscious. As we become adults (or are “adulterated” ), many people feel they have lost a precious part of themselves and are leading inauthentic and superficial lives. Our souls despair trying to survive in a world of spiritual drought, and we have less psychic energy available.

That’s pretty much what I’ve been feeling like lately. Which of course begs the question of what to do to get that energy back and stop wanting to jump off the bridge? I have been neglecting my inner life in favor of the outer, it’s been a long time since I meditated. Maybe it’s time I started to listen for my own daimon.